Dylan was seriously acting up. He was so angry he slammed all the doors while he was leaving each room. This warranted a Time Out so I sent him to his Time Out chair ... and when I returned to get him I found this. I'm not trying to be mean, I still don't have Dr.'s orders to lift heavy objects or people that weigh more than 5 lbs until a few days ... and probably still, I'll hold off until I don't feel sore.
AND
during these Time Outs (nap times) I get to read this book
I'm almost through reading this book. It came to me at a perfect time. I think I am completely ready for it. A couple things have motivated me to learn more about myself and to analyze my little adorable life.
FIRST thing that made me go ... hmmmm ...
"... every city has a single word that defines it, that identifies most people who live there. If you could read people's thoughts as they were passing you on the streets of any given place. you would discover that most of them are thinking the same thought. Whatever that majority thought might be---that is the word of the city. And if your personal word does not match the word of the city, the you don't really belong there".
"What's your word?"
* I'm still thinking about what single word defines ME *
After reading this section of the book, I started to question myself. I started asking myself why I needed to do 'stuff' all of the time. Why sitting in front of the TV drives me insane? Why I felt the urge to try new things? Why I felt useless if I didn't have a 'project' or 'hobby'?
My answer was:
I like telling a story. I want to leave a little piece of me in history through my blog, journals and scrapbooking. In order to do this ... I do STUFF. I've been this way since High School too. I wanted to have a good story for anyone that would ask me on Monday ... what my weekend was like ... cause I didn't want to say, "I did 'nothing' ... it was 'boring'". Therefore, I was in various clubs, a cheerleader, dance teams, drama, choir, I volunteered at the hospital, etc
SECOND thing that made me go ... hmmm ...
"Like most humanoids, I am burdened with what the Buddhists call he 'monkey-mind'--the thoughts that swing from limb to limb, stopping only to scratch themselves, spit and howl. From the distant past to the unknowable future, my mind swings wildly through time touching on dozens of ideas a minute, unharnessed and undisciplined. This in itself is not necessarily a problem; the problem is the emtional attachment that goes a long with the thinking...You are, after all, what you think. Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions. The other problem with all this swinging through the vines of thought is that you are never where you are. You are always digging in the past or poking at the future, but rarely do you rest in this moment. It's something like the habit of my dear friend Susan, who--whenever she sees a beautiful place--exclaims in near panic, 'It's so beautiful here! I want to come back here someday!' and it takes all of my persuasive powers to try to convince her that she is already here. "
I think we ALL do this. I think most of us humanoids have "monkey-minds" and only do we start to appreciate life when we step back a moment. That is why ... I'm thinking that practicing some meditation could be really good for the soul, brain and heart. Practicing to still the mind probably comes with great effort but the rewards would bring peace and understanding to life.
*SO*
I've been thinking. YES. It's great. Maybe you'll be inspired to pick up this book. Maybe it's for YOU maybe NOT either way ... there is something to learn everywhere.