Today.

Today.

I feel like I'm a ticking bomb.

watch out.

This is my warning.

I feel like all of the Holiday stuff and "other" stuff is just coming to a head and I still have LOADS of laundry to do and some packing.

I accomplished my Week in My life for 2011.   I just finished uploading all of the images (100's of them) and then I need to go through them .... and it gives me a headache just thinking about it, but it's worth it and NO ONE is MAKING me do it (I guess, I am). 

I digress.

So, today is no bueno.

Perhaps, the monthly visitor is gonna pay me a visit pronto?

Or perhaps I just really miss my running - my prozac.

I had a dream last night that I was running so fast and it was sooooo fun and I had NO pain.  Oh what a lovely dream.

Today, I'm going to do 5 loads of laundry and then I'll stop.  The kids will eat the sugar and the snacks ... and I will not fight about ANYTHING.  There will be messes everywhere and I'm just going to let it happen.  The crying will happen and I'm just going to let them work it out.  I'm going to put some awesome music in my ears and I'm just going to go with the flow. 

I will not bite my nails or pull my hair out.

And on a good note.

My Nadya looks beauuuuuuutifuly-stylish this morning.

AND

if you read all of that,

you are pretty freaking awesome!

xoxo